I'm writing this to apologize to you in case you fall in love.

They say crushes are crushes because they crush your soul

But I never felt like I was breaking

You started there

and now you’re here

like you knew you could do it and did it.

I can tell from the way

You joke with your heart

That you yearn to know what’s inside.

But just letting you know

you can’t touch my soul

cus’ it left when I lost what I wanted.

In case you fall,

Ill make sure to let you know

Why I did what I did

And my twisted problems.

But right now since you’re here,

I still want you to hear

All the words I would say

If he was still around.

I’m a girl with a baggage

So I picked someone strong

Cus’ I know you can mend

What I’ll break.

If my sadness peaks through

Will you believe

It’s not true

Just for now till’ I go back

To where I started.

You’ll find more if you look

But you’re just drawn by my need

For a man who can stand as my weapon.

Allow me to fire

when it’s getting too sad

and please never get to know why I’m like this.

I’m writing this poem

To apologize to you

In case you realize my worth

When he didn’t .